Life of Red

The Good Old Days…..

Have you ever gone through that period of time where you literally want to do absolutely nothing? Everyday I just want to come home, go to my room, read a nice book, listen to music, and take a nap. Being a rather social person, that’s kind of out of character for me. I don’t really like it, although I think everyone needs to be alone sometimes. I really miss laughing at stuff that I thought was funny, not laughing because I felt like I needed to or because other people were, but laughing just because it was me. I miss not caring what people think. I miss Jesus being enough for me. I miss snuggling up and reading the latest novel. I miss coming home and being excited about my day at school. I miss being me.

I really have no idea where this was even headed, I guess I just needed to get it out.

If you guys could pray for me, that would be awfully swell.